Love and its side effects

It triggers tears....it surely does when comes in its fierce form....it can make you do what you can never imagine you would have done for anyone.....make you stare at a person no matter how normal his face or temper or activities might look...you can feel the tides rising and falling in your heart when you see the person,feel yourself wanting to talk to him for hours and hours...looking at the phone waiting for that one text message from him...and spending several nights thinking what he liked or didnt like about you or why he said whatever he said in some previous conversations...you want him to turn around and look at you when he is walking away..you listen attentively when someone calls his name...you cherish even a small touch from him be it a small handshake...you want to start and end the day looking at his pictures in your phone...want to zoom in at his lips and eyes....you cant delete his conversation without reading it once....you give special attention to things related to him like the places you met or saw him or his college bag or vehicle he drives...
But yeah when your love doesnt love you back is where the story takes a twist...it triggers tears when comes in its fierce form...when you are forced to accept that all this while you were going crazy for someone who cant be yours....you might have dressed up well but you were just any other fool in love for him....that's the time the cloud of love and affection bursts and all you start looking for is a place where you can just dump those tears off...you become hideous....you run away from reality to the same place which gave you all those dreams and expectations but find the doors closed...you smile at seeing couples but cry from inside because you cant be with him like that....love makes you praise and groom yourself in the beginning but can also end up making you hate yourself....feeling trapped within yourself and not knowing how to live life like you used to...such is the power of love and no matter how much a seemingly practical person may deny but everyone has gone through this phase atleast once....its a potrayal of your own heart..love is how you percieve it in your heart...:):)